December 18th, 2018

I find it beautifully funny how in the process of finding Myself, at some point, I thought I had to rebuild a «New» and «Improved» Me.

«I thought» —That's what makes it so funny!

We usually believe Our brain to be the most important part of Ourselves. Yet, We often hear «We must train Our brain to think what We want It to think»

But, how many of You have wondered:

—Who trains the brain then?

I've always been a curious girl; always wondering, always asking questions. But, it's slightly different now.

Before, I would over-think until I created an answer that was accurate enough to make Me stop thinking about It. Now, I just ask, the only thing I put in My mind is the question and then I empty every thought out of it.

This way, I clear up The Path for The Answer to come to Me! without losing it between My brain's filtered thoughts. This way, I get answers that I had never thought about before.

Going back to: Who trains the brain then?

I had that question on repeat for weeks.

One day I was laying on my bed, talking to myself, saying: «Do humans realize how amazing it is the fact that We can speak to Ourselves in our heads? —We don’t make any sound, We don’t express anything. Still, We can talk to Ourselves in different languages or even without it [those times We know exactly what We mean but can't find the words yet].

There, I started seeing My brain and «whatever it was inside of Us that trained It» as Two Separate Organisms.

The thing is that, while talking to Myself more questions came up:

«If before talking out loud We think what We're going to say, when We talk to Ourselves: —Who thinks of it first? —Where do they come from? [new ideas, new inventions, new questions that had never been asked before] —Where do They come from?

Which led Me into asking:

«How many intelligent organisms live inside of Us? —How many of Them are involved in our thinking process? And, up until what point do They have control over what and how We think?

[I didn’t have all of those answers then but, I assumed they had already been answered].

Then, I learned how to separate The Body, The Brain and My True Self as three different organisms that work together to create My Existence in this life.

Breaking it down this way helped me focus on improving Each as Each deserved it. Just like setting goals; setting a result goal and then breaking it down in smaller ones in order to perceive better/faster results.

Currently, I see My Body as My Ride, the one that allows Me to Exist in this physical dimension, to Experience Life in touch.

Plus, My Body has the full potential to develop, to level up and to handle most of the «uncomfortable» situations It's been put through still managing to press a reset button every morning. I don’t know about You, but I see It as My Amazing Asset.

I see My brain as the coordinator, the most serious one, the perfectionist, the one who keeps everything working. No matter what, things must be done and It’ll do it, it’s Its job to keep Us safe.

It is also The Greatest Source of Information Our Body has. The brain remembers EVERYTHING! But It also filters A LOT of it.

It is to Our True Self to receive the

«unfiltered» Righteous Answers.

And, there is where Our True Self comes in. As I picture My True self, It is That Infinite Energy that flows everywhere Within Me, That electricity that lights Everything up. The One who decides what part of The brain will light up, what thoughts or information We want to have.

In My Case, I developed a Self-Body and a Self-Brain relation separate from each other.

When it comes to Pure Expression I would turn «the judgmental thinking» of My brain off and go straight from directing My energy to that One thing allowing Myself to just feel without thinking [remember this if You ever see Me dramatically dancing in random public places].

My Self-Brain relation would be more of «an overprotective father who’s also a teacher who's also a rebellious kid» kind of relation, I know It tries to keep Me safe, It keeps everything organized [even things I don’t know anything about] It has so much information I can learn from but, just like any rebellious kid with dreams, it’s Our job to prove that We know the dangers of trying something new but, We also know the benefits.

And, We need to go for it when We feel it’s the Righteous thing to do leading Them to realize and acknowledge that Everything is Perfectly Fine.

♡